hello there

[vixitiggz]

i am vixitiggz and boy have i learnt to love life!!!!
up until about 6 years ago i had no belief at all of any sorts, maybe a vague sort of 'god thing' going on, but only if i am honest to blame someone when things go wrong.
i split from my then hubby and was very low indeed when a friend persuaded me to go and see a medium, so off i went. well this was indeed a life changing moment for me apart from the accuracy she informed me that my daughters imaginary friend was indeed very very real, she even described her to me including two front teeth missing!! this was all accurate..very. well to cut a long story short this was obviuosly the push that was intended for me and consequently i was determined to find out more the medium had explained as gently as poss that my daughter was a very old soul who was here to teach and she had the whole package she could hear, see sense the lot. all of a sudden i seemed to be placed into situations where spiritual people were there to help me, guide me, listen to me. and then the idea was placed into my head that i should visit a church/centre. this was a life changer for a whole new world began to open up to me.
the people whom i encountered at this place were different than any i had ever come across before. i felt i was immediately accepted (i am physically disabled and have always struggled to 'fit in'). gradually i was finding the confidence to talk to people after years of being bullied at school then entering an abusive marriage, then finding the courage to walk away i found that people did listen to me and whats more they seemed interested in what i was saying. i had been told for years that i was worthless and that people didn't like me they just were being polite. i had to pinch myself it was like finding daylight again i can't convey to you in words just how excited i felt! gradually i began to ask questions about children and spirit and once again there seemed to be people placed in my path to help me. as it turns out my daughter is an indigo one of the latter ones as she is only nine and many kiddies are now crystals or rainbow children.
the joy of working with people who trully understand is wonderful and fufilling. my daughter is a wonder she can and regulary does have conversations with relatives whom have passed she is an avid little healer, she can remember 3 past lives and has told me rather haughtily that i have been her mum for at least the last ten times we have been here and she is rather hoping that i learn my lessons well this time then maybe she will not need to come back here. 'you need to listen mum somtimes i am the teacher and you the pupil' (she was 7 at the time!) she sees all auras and is extremely sensitive to ANY situation around her.

but this i believe was the taster i needed to push me into the direction i was intened to folllow. i had many more painful times ahead the worse being when i was diagnosed with a brain tumor and had to have very scary surgery to have removed. this i tackled with the amazing support of my new friends but also and lagely due to the fact that i had a belief a wonderful new realization that we are all here to learn and that we have a life purpose a true destiny and every footstep we take will take us further away or closer to that purpose. now i knew that everything that was being sent was to help me to understand me, no one else just myself. i am not making light of my or anyones situation just the whole blame thing has disapeared that alone has changed my life, am accountable for me and my actions good and bad.

after being gently pushed in the right direction i eventually decided to train as a healer after two years i qualified, i was moved to tears i had never ever achieved anything before and now i could fufill an ambition...to help others. healing has become one of the most important factors in my life and has opened up again another new road which has lead to yet more amazing people and new situations. i have just passed my philosophy exam and i am studying for two diplomas and then have two more in the pipeline. this all from someone whom was apparently worthless. my life has not been easy but then i doubt that not many other peoples lives ever are.

i have remarried and as well as a beautiful daughter i have a son who is twelve and another little healer so i have two on tap! i still have challenges my son has learning difficulties and dyspraxia but he is the most gentle soul in the world and he will learn to deal with life just as we all do. my children are both completely at ease with this philosophy and they do indeed teach me every day. i work with other children i am a TA and we have some colourful characters in our class they are a true eye opener i love them all.

i love the CP books and have recently obtained acopy of the DVD the kids watch it more than any other DVD in our collection and i have gone over what i understand of the insights with them.
with three other like minded souls i have started a circle and we have decided to work our way through the experimental guide, i think i am about to embark on another journey of deeper understanding this stuff just blows me away.

wow haven't i rattled on?!!!

may all the colours of the rainbow shine down upon u all and may the love that is around every one of us fill your souls with light and understanding.

hugs vixitiggz xxxxxxx

[michellepetkus]

Hi vixitiggz,

Nice to meet you.

What a wonderful story.

Michelle

[truth]

Welcome, and thank you for precious blessings.