mystical experience

accidentalawareness · Guest

2 years after I had, what I now know to be, a mystical experience, I read the Celestine Prophecy. The description in the book was almost word for word what I experienced, except that I went a little further into the future than what the book describes as the 4th insight. My question is, who else has experienced this?

windrider · Joined: 16 Jan 2006 Posts: 8

I'd be willing to bet more people have experienced than what they realize. The problem faced with modern society is that the mass populas is taught to be wary of what they consider 'day dreams' or 'lucid waking dreams'. Meaning that if they're having them too much, or they're just 'too accurate' that this may be a point where supposed therapy is needed.

Now I'll agree that for some people thats true, but in alot of cases they are much more 'aware' and have gone through just as you're describing and just didn't know it. But the destroying factors of the negative energies that flow through most of those around us have a sinking way of stickily grounding those who dont know how to flow through it and rarely find their way back again.

My hope would be with the CP books and teachings that more will realize what they've been through in life and be able to go on with it, and accept the growth that they're ready to achieve.
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MoonBird · Joined: 24 May 2006 Posts: 5 Location: Kamloops, BC

Hi all:

My real spiritual "Journey" started for me at the end of January this year when something amazing happened to me!

Things had been very out of control for me for many years ...health wise ( getting myself up to 195lbs) and emotionally! I'm a single mother of 2 and "we" came from a very bad abusive situation and are still struggling to get ourselves back on two our feet and start living life again.

One evening I was at my wits end and I truly felt like giving up on everything around me and myself! I layed crying in bed and was praying out loud that if this was all that "he" had in store for me then I didn't want to do it anymore - that I was just so tired and didn't have the desire or energy to continue on!

The next day I felt so tired and exhausted and just had no desire still to do much of anything for my day. I had logged onto my computer to do some things and decided to see if I had any "prospests" on the date site that I had myself on (like I was in any shape at all for a relationship Rolling Eyes

) Anyway ...I thought this is stupid I need to get myself off of here but decided to take one last look through the men to see if anyone caught my eye. AND ....he did just that! There was one man in particular that kept me coming back to his profile and reading about him and looking at his picture. I wasn't sure why ...as he was everything that I was usually scared to death of ... the good looking - beautiful muscles - and successful kinda guy! I always thought why go there - why would anyone like that be interested in me! But ...I thought go ahead ...send him a note to say Hi, and I did just that, saying" Hi there, you seem like a very interesting kind of guy, too bad you live too far away" and really thought that I would not get a response at all. THEN .... the very next day, I got a response from him saying that "he's really wasn't that far away and that he feels that we should stay in touch". Of course I was leary thinking "ahhh this guy is our for one thing ...he probably has one in every port". He sent me a very huge profile on himself and some pictures and wanted to talk on Yahoo to get to know each other better. After reading his profile I was thinking wow ...this guy is unreal with what he's done in his life so far ....why on earth would he ever be interested in me???? So now my curiosity got me and I had to talk to him more. Within two days we finally connected on yahoo messenger and talked. Shocked

The way that we clicked was unreal. We could finish each others sentences ...and liked the same things and I felt like I had known him all my life and had told him that. Then it all came out! He had told me things about myself that there was NO WAY that he could have known about me. As he was telling me these things I was completly blown away and had pushed myself away from my computer and stared at the screen crying ...thinking "who the heck is this guy" and why is he here! He then began to go into our "past" and then it really sent me into a tail spin as then many dreams of mine came into mind and made complete sense at that moment! We did infact know each other before and we where lovers! He told me that he had been dreaming of us since he was a little boy and when I had emailed him that day and he saw my picture he was so overwhelmed that "I" had contacted him and he couldn't wait to tell me all the things that he knows. So the two of us did that for days back and forth and let me tell you ...it was the most amazing experience that I've ever gone through! We talked every day for hours - weather on the phone, or the IM! This went on for two months and I was "I am" head over heals in love with this man!

BUT .....after all of this, LIFE and "myself" have managed to get in my way or "our" way and things are not the same! He has decided that it's better that he keeps his distance for now as I was allowing my toxic behavior from my past hurt US - him - me! I still have so much more growing to do and I'm really struggling with this! This man is so very spiritual and has gone through things that some of us could not imagine ..... and me coming from my life experiences have a lot of healing and growing to do still! So yes .... you've got it, we did the rollercoaster ride of "omg I love you and want you in my life" to .... our only exsistance now of "emails" only for communication!

BUT on a good note....With his guidance and help, he helped me get on a diet and a work out plan and I'm now down to 157lbs and have grown spiritually in so many ways and I'm so very greatful that he came into my life when he did - he saved my life! BUT ..... My heart aches daily for him and I pray to god that I get to where I need to be and that it's written somewhere for us to be together again in this life!

My question is this: Why ..... Why would god allow me that little "glimpse" of what could be? Was it to "save" my life - or is it that IF I do the work that I need to do to get to where I need to be that some day he will be back in my life for real again?
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chakratom · Posted: Wed May 24, 2006 4:18 pm Post subject: Re: mystical experience

ceinvests · Posted: Mon May 29, 2006 5:53 pm Post subject:

My question is this: Why ..... Why would god allow me that little "glimpse" of what could be? Was it to "save" my life - or is it that IF I do the work that I need to do to get to where I need to be that some day he will be back in my life for real again?

What answer does your heart, your soul, your wisdom tell you? Today is where you are. Your soul brought forward what you needed to continue your path. Maybe your children's souls brought this connection forward to help you .... It is All Good. If you need to do your work out of love for him, rather than love for yourSelf and love for your childrens' Mother, then the Universal Wisdom is helping you to help yourself. Love that Truth. Maybe someday you will Pay It Forward. For now, utilize any love, any help, any energy that comes your way to remind you of who you are and How to Love You. For now, do not concern yourself too much with the future as it will surely come. Glimmers,Ce

MoonBird · Joined: 24 May 2006 Posts: 5 Location: Kamloops, BC