One more poem

[TimFellow]

Although I feel pain in your presence, I still love you.
You're a part of me forever and I need to learn this.
I wish you were gone and dead, but I know you're in need.
You're in need of me and my love.
A love that can't be conditional for that would mean I couldn't love you.

There will always be the pain I feel when I'm around you.
I wonder if I can transform this pain into hope.
Nothing stays the same I hope. I know I can never come back to you.
You can't make it better. You think you need a guarantee, but you need the mystery of love that only I can offer you.

I love you more and more each day and I hope you can return my love so we can finally live in peace with each other. I love you, whatever you are.

(sorry if my 2 poems are getting on people's nerves, I just hope people will read them and maybe learn something about me or themselves.)