Healing from dissolution of marriage, finding divine plan

[Vivien]

Hello, Friends,

It's been awhile since I wrote. I am doing so much better than even 6 months ago.

I could still use prayer support. The changes are still intense and uncertain. I get overwhelmed and can get frozen as a reaction to so much change. Big decisions in almost every area of my life.

We (like so many others)need much healing in the financial arena.

I am getting ready to return to the work world and would really appreciate prayer support here.

My children's father an I are getting along fairly well for being in the midst of a divorce. I am thankful for all the prayers that have assisted in this. We are stuck now because of the financial details. I pray for grace to keep us going on a positive (albeit painful) path... esp. for the sake of our children.

I am grateful for all the visible and invisible support that we have and pray to be able to surrender and trust in the flow of life through Divine Love. This is sometimes the hardest battle.

I know so many others are struggling with the same or similar challenge. I read the prayer requests here and hold you all up in prayer, even if I don't comment on each them.

We are all growing and healing!

Thank you for being part of my life,

Vivien

[9dragons]

Your brothers and sisters in this forum send you good chi to carry on..take things slowly and take time to heal..you have come to the right place and if you have a single mother's/parent's group around you,the support that they generate is really great and warm..
good wishes
9dragons
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[9dragons]

On a different note,if you do have a place of solitude to rest your troubled soul like a church,temple,quiet park bench in the sun,it will give lots of energy to support your spirit.You don't need to meditate.
Just sit down and listen to the birds around you,feel the warmth of the sun,the breeze on your skin,the smell of fresh air..all these is what the universe is giving you..
In case you are inside for the winter months,then,the calm of the night with no sound is the best time to let go..take the phone off the hook(remember to put it back!!) and just sip on some hot tea ..those ten minutes are like chicken soup for the soul..
byeee
9dragons
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[Vivien]

Thank you, 9 dragons.

I actually woke up this morning realizing (again!) that the reason the decisions are overwhelming me is because I delay getting centered and peaceful until I get "caught up" with my workload, and that never happens.

So the focus IS, peace within FIRST and from there, live outward. Why does this slip from my mind so easily?!

I do have some wonderful support folks, esp. those who have been through the same thing and come out on the other end.

Thanks for the reminder and prayers.

Vivien

[9dragons]

Hi Vivien,
You said:
So the focus IS, peace within FIRST and from there, live outward. Why does this slip from my mind so easily?!

Once people start centering themselves as a daily habit,it works wonders and then proceed to centering oneself as and when the occasion arises.Before an argument develops,one needs to step aside and ask oneself what is the big picture here.Is the argument productive?What is positive argument to get positive results?Maybe one shouldn't use the term "argument" as it has negative connotations so it is better to use the term "discussion"?One must remember how words tend to emotionally color situations.

You mentioned:
Why does this slip from my mind so easily?
We are all in a hurry and there are so many new things to learn.Eventually with time and practice,we will do it correctly.In fact,with more practice,we tend to remember more and faster too.You will have seen the benefits slowly but sometimes since change comes slow,one somehow doesn't notice it until someone comments how good or calm you look or seem happy with your company!!

Last but not least for everyone out there.
Please listen to your masters,teachers or guides when you practice meditation/chikung.taichi/healing hands/reiki/etc.You must NOT forget to perform the cleansing/clearing exercise at the end.If you are unsure, please check up with them.It is simple but don't let the simplicity fool you into forgetting to perform it.
Byeeee
9dragons
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[michellepetkus]

Keep staying strong Vivian and before you know it you will be totally past all this.

Love,
Michelle

[Vivien]

Thank you all for the continued prayer support. All I can say is that life is very intense right now for me and my family. We have a lot to be grateful for!

I feel like I am in a kitchen with more than one stove, and many burners turned up quite high. It is hard to prioritize when so many things seem to need my immediate attention.

I won't go into the details now, but I do SO appreciate the prayers.

Thank you,

Vivien

[GeneHrsy]

Take a few deep breaths and remind yourself of your connection with all life. Everything will appear in order and the confusion will pass. You have the strength within you and you are stronger than you think.

You are only improving ...



Namaste
Gene
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[Vivien]

Dear Gene,

Thank you, Thank you.

Breathe, pray, breathe, connect and remember

with each breath...

The reminders do help!

Thank you,

Vivien

[Vivien]

Dear friends,

I have been reading the Celestine Prophesy AGAIN and am, as each previous time, so very grateful for it and how it is digging its roots deeper into my being.

I finished my refresher course for my profession and plan to start looking for work at the end of this month. I pray that I can find something that is an excellent fit, joyful, prosperous, and fascinating without being overwhelming, using my gifts for the highest good. Before and during that 9 week intensive, I put many other life-details on hold, so it was kind of an oasis. Now that I am done, my responsibilities are avalanching down on me.

I am at some of the last obstacles in completing the divorce mediation. The ball is (and has been)in my court to try and dertermine what my needs are for the future, and I get frozen up, blocked. I also have some other legal details which must be addressed (for a car accident) and I have been stuck with those, as well. What is going on? I need the extra wisdom, courage, and push to get over these final peaks. I have been stuck in "park" for too long.

I have recently been blessed with a special new man friend who also loves the Celestine teachings. I feel like we have known each other for eons, but are also just getting to know each other in this here and now. I pray that we are able to grow together at a new level of relationship wellness than either of us has ever known before, becoming more whole individually and then sharing from that place. Each taking personal responsibility for staying connected to Divine Source.

So many other things...I'll end with these top of the list requests for prayer support. Thank you ALL for chosing to live consciously, from the heart, day by day.

Thank you, thank you!!!

Many blessings, dear family,

Vivien

[pstudios1silvercitynm]

Glad to see U R coming along. Will continue my prayers your way. I ID w/ so much of what U say and it seems like most that I know R facing challenges, so they can move to a higher place and U r moving to a higher place.

Love to U.

Jennifer

[Vivien]

Thank you, Jennifer.

I really appreciate the support, and continue hold you up in prayer as well. May we all continue to rise onward and upward as we awaken that heart-wisdom.

Many blessings,

Vivien

[Vivien]

Hello, Friends,

My prayers are with you all for a Synchronicity of Miracles guiding your life at every moment.

We are in the last laps of the divorce process. It has truly been an alternative way of working things out than I have witnessed in other ugly divorces. That isn't saying it doesn't hurt (a lot), but there has been a lot of integrety involved, and hopefully a more positve ending will set the stage for more positive new beginnings.

I am negotiating some possible jobs and trying to get my life together more in every area. I am SO very grateful for all of the supportive prayers and help in my life. I feel like I am about ready to break out of my cocoon but am very insecure about my wing strength and sense of direction. It feels like this, but in reality, the cocoon was broken open a couple of years back already.

Continued prayers for a bit longer would be greatly appreciated, for me, the children, and their dad.

Thank you!!!

Vivien

[eaglesoul]

Vivien :
I read your posts and you are in my prayers...the width of your wings....ah! believe me I know so well what you mean ....been there myself
as someone wrote so well ( Emerson I guess)

Courage is not the absence of fear
It is the mastering of fear

so keep on walking...you are in the Divine Hands....always, specially when you dont quite feel it !
Have you been in the prayer ring on Tuesday`s ?
it is so healing....you can visit it any time after ....I cant express in words how great it is to be inside that ring and receive Love when aching...
Namaste
Patricia

[littlebird]

Hi Vivien,

Wishing you,

JOY~ JOY~ JOY

With much love and respect,
littlebird
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