Healing from dissolution of marriage, finding divine plan

[Vivien]

Dear compassionate friends,

I could use prayer support in healing from the painful end of my marriage and 'nuclear' family. It has been many months but less than a year since the initial shock, but I am still feeling the effects on every level, especially in my heart. I believe that I am being guided in creating a newer life that is more in alignment with my authentic self, but I am not there yet! I have so much fear, so much work to do both inwardly and in the world to detach from the life and love that I knew. I have much gratitude for the many lessons that we have shared, but still much grief. I am fearful of the legal process that we need to still go through and hope that everyone involved can come to this from a higher place than is usually reached at this time.

There are so many decisions to make in so many areas, and I want to make them out of a place of calmness, trust, and inner knowing. I get stuck in discordant thoughts and feelings that run through my entire body, and then nothing but fear, confusion and blindness results.

Please pray for our children, too, as their known world has certainly been disrupted. May this painful, difficult situation bring much good to all of us, and our extended Earth family!

Thanks and blessings to all of you in this wonderful community,

Vivien

[pstudios1silvercitynm]

Sending U energy 4 healing and best outcome. Just remember to keep the prayer field extended. Think of things that make U feel love and do nice things 4 yourself.

Jennifer

[Vivien]

Thank you, Jennifer, for the reminders and prayers, and to all those who read this and silently send good energy my way! I really appreciate it...it feels so good to be held.

In friendship and love,

Vivien

[ceinvests]

Hello Vivien,

Have you heard of the book " Eat, Pray, Love" ? by Liz ?
I am actually reading it at this time. You might want to consider it.

It has been years since my marriage of 20 years ended. I was not prepared for the lack of support and difficulty to get answers and support still today. It is hard work at the very best of circumstances.
I send you wisdom.
I send you support.
I send you love and forgiveness.
I send you energy, energy, energy.
I send you compassionate friends who will hold your hand and give you support during your many decisions and change.
Love,
Ce
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[Vivien]

Dear Ce,

Thank you for sharing and your blessing. I have that book reserved at the library already...it is good to have an extra vote in its favor. I look forward to hearing it (I am getting it on CD).

I know this is not an unusual situation in our world...but what a shock, an earthquake in all parts of our being! All the places where we had grown together had deep roots and when they got (and are still being) severed, there is an energetic bleeding that happens for a longer time than I'd ever expect.

I feel much support from the invisible (to me) world, have some good support in the visible. I still feel the need to awaken my sense of connectedness to my bigger "family"/community.

I am working on accepting myself as lovable and loving, just accepting myself period...a big task with daily lessons. I am very attracted to the idea of people coming to relationship out of a place of wholeness instead of neediness, as expressed in the Celestine Prophecy, but I am not sure how to bring that one about. I'm probably working on that all the time without realizing it.

Peace and healing to all who are struggling with these issues,

Vivien

[michellepetkus]

Dear Vivian,

I pray that your heart is healed and that a new wonderful world opens to you.

Love,
Michelle

[EYEMAN]

hello vivien,
I truly hope that things are going super for you, i understand what you must be going through at the minute, and i send all my positive thoughts to accompany you in your time of need.
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[Vivien]

Dear Michelle and Eyeman,

Thank you for the loving radiations! YOU are part of that "new wonderful world" that is opening up for me.

I never realized what a challenging process it is to detach from what was and heal, even though I had been through similar things as a child. Must've blocked a lot of that out, or didn't have a way of recognizing what I was truly going through. Certainly didn't have very much support in processing it all. So new opportunities for healing allow old stuff to come up and be addressed, too.

Thank you so much for your support!

Vivien

[michellepetkus]

Hi Vivien,

I am flattered to be a part of your new wonderful world. And just know we are here to help you get through the old one whenever you need us.

Love,
Michelle

[Vivien]

Dear Friends,

Thank you to all who are keeping this prayer request active. It is a very challenging time for me and my family.

Many blessings,

Vivien

[pstudios1silvercitynm]

absolutely. Seems like things vasselate. Good day and bad days. willkeep u in the light vision

jennifer

[Vivien]

Thank you so much, Jennifer.

I am holding onto the memory of darker periods turning lighter again. I know the light needs to come through me, not just at me, but part of the lesson seems to be being able to invoke it or surrender to it, receive it, or generate it or all of the above...I obviously haven't learned the lesson too well yet!

I am encouraged by all who have been through the dark night of the soul and come out stronger and brighter, even me in earlier times of my life.

I am so impatient for the time when I can be an encouragement again to someone else who is suffering.

Blessings to you, blessings to all on the list and all who need love (everyone!),

Vivien

[ceinvests]

You are here.

I see in your writings that you are loving.
Teachable. Caring. Sharing.

I hear a soul that is willing and able to Mentor and to Be Mentored.
I see a Light.
I feel Love.

If there is one clear knowing that I can share after going down into the tunnel of reviewing and examining dark and dismal after my divorce(and other major shifts), it is the importance of support for whatever soul work you choose to do. And those who really understand know that it happens thru the dance of struggle and questions and tears and anger.

Be Good To You, The Mother of Your Children. No One Knows What That Is but You. You Are Heaven. (Jim Carey said that on Oprah the other day and I just loved the Joy that emitted through him when he said it)

Grins and Glimmers (and Growls and Groans! smile),
Ce
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[Vivien]

Dear Ce,

Thank you so much for your encouraging, healing message. I have been so blessed through this prayer list by the occassional, uplifting notes and the numerous prayers. It really does increase the vibrations so that the needed changes can occur. One note can completely shift my day. I am sure the prayers are like this, too.

The words are nurturing, the caring is truly a balm.

It certainly is good medicine against the illusion of separateness.

It is healing for me to participate in praying for others on the list, as well.

In gratitude and friendship,

Vivien

[Vivien]

Dear friends,

Please pray with me for a greater ability to protect myself from other peoples' negativity. This is a biggie for me. I appreciate the continuous support for emotional healing in general.

Thank you so much,

Vivien