Prayer Request for Member

[Leandra]

I have a prayer request which I feel may be a bit selfish....but for no apparent reason, I'm losing motor skills. My legs hurt ALL the time, more than my back which was injured in an accident in 2007, one of the reasons I haven't been on the site or in the community actually was mostly due to this. Now I can barely walk due to the pain, and even heavy pain meds don't help....and even worse is the swelling as it's causing my skin to rupture into ulcers on my shins...again for no apparent reason. I can't feel my fingers, can't write with writing instruments, and I used to type 90 wpm on this thing and now can only do maybe 25. PLEASE help me. If there are any distance healers out there, please hear me, please help me.....I'm too young to lose myself...especially since I haven't fullly found myself yet. I have a lot to offer and it may be that my being an empath has something to do with this, but if so I NEED it to stop! I beg of you....as many of you as can read this.....please pray for me...or meditate for my recovery, and healers....please come forward!!

Lovingly,

Leandra
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The hardest quest in life is the quest for "self"... but perhaps even more difficult is the ability to accept what you find at the end of that quest.

[GeneHrsy]

I am sending energy through you ... will you open to the belief that you are healing? Believe it!

Please go see a qualified acupuncturist. They really can help you do wonders in healing.

I had something similar from a back injury 3 years ago. It is curable , but you need to participate in the healing. Keep your energy positive.

It just keeps getting better!

Namaste
Gene
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[Rainmaker]

Sending you my strongest heartfelt prayers, Leandra.

[gentle2u]

An abundance of healing universal light is being sent to you.
Softly wrapping around your shoulders of concern.
Rest in the limitless ability of being divinely guided to the opening of healing touch.
Feel the loving touch we are sending you now..
Surrender and rest in that being so.
Isee you in complete healing energy.
love and healing light to you
gentle2u

[kurapika]

Leandra...
I ´m sending you all the loving energy I can produce ... and will put all my healing habilities ( as modest as they are) to work for you ...
I know your desperate .I guess everyone can fell it ...( and is not for less) , but please dont ... when you panic and loose yourself on your way through pain you loose the path ... you surrender to fear...
please stay strong... and stay calm... y promise that way you will endure everything and anything...
trust God .... you´ll be whole again....
Im with you ....

n.n
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a cualquier momento,
bajo cualquier circunstancia,
con el sonido de mi mente.

[Leandra]

Thank you all for your kindness and prayers. Today I DID actually feel better, so thank you all vor what you are doing for me!! Keep it coming please as I'm still not out of the woods yet!

Love and Blessings,

Leandra
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The hardest quest in life is the quest for "self"... but perhaps even more difficult is the ability to accept what you find at the end of that quest.

[CooperBills]

Leandra, I will keep my energy with you as much as possible, remember to always be searching for the meaning to why its happening and how you can change it. Always stay positive and remember that when you fully experience anything, it turns into a joyfull bliss, even pain. I am here for you
Love Cooper
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Namaste

[eaglesoul]

My loving prayer to your being , seeing you whole and full of vibrant energy...Leandra I put you in the ring of prayer of this site in this very moment...may you be healed ....
healing begins inside you dear,
listen the prayer here over and over until you feel the energy and the Love poured in it ....it will aid you in healing yourself !
Namaste
P

[Leandra]

My thanks go out to all of those who are sending the positive energy. I t IS helping slowly...but I do feel and see the energy being sent my way! My mental state is much better, yet the pain persists. My belief is that I am meant to be doing more....for I have recieved much within the last six months and my health and income have kept me from doing those things I need to do. Many in the tiny village I live in would not understand the kind of help I have to offer, so once I am restored I plan to open my small farm and outbuildings as a bartering center for the community. In the current economy I think it will be a great service to Delanson, my village, to share all that I have here. I'm hoping to have a coop crop area, where those who don't have the land to have a garden can come and plant their garden and tend it here. I have several fruit trees that produce wonderful apples and pears in the fall. I will be sharing these with the local food bank and putting them out for barter purposes as well. I would like to be well enough to bake my apple, strawberry rhubarb and pear pies, tarts and jams. THAT would be wonderful!! So please....please keep your wonderful energies headed my way. Just since I've been typing this reply I have literally felt and seen blue, purple, pink, gold and white energy around me...the purple swirled all the way from my lower back to the top of my head, the blue was more of a large triangle settling aroung my entire front, gold bursts and white energy bursts. Thank you all, thank you all my wonderful friends! Please keep this going! It's working, but it's not done yet. So please help me get back in to the position where I can help people and BE the healer that I AM again!!!

THANK YOU my beloveds....I return to you ALL my gratitude and blessings!!
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The hardest quest in life is the quest for "self"... but perhaps even more difficult is the ability to accept what you find at the end of that quest.

[eaglesoul]

Dear Leandra:
No surprise it is working....but glad to hear you...Prayer and positive loving intention DOES work...I speak from experience here ,so keep on trusting ...now change that belief my friend, change the it is not done yet....
for: It IS working and It IS done...already !
you just have to accept it wholeheartedly...work on that...
What a beautiful proyect you have ....the Universe supports efforts like yours , but healing begin with ourselves...we cant help anyone unless we work 1st on us...
Let me tell you a story that illustrates this :
I volunteer in a centre out of town , for people with low income , it is an alternative healing center with acupuncture, Bach flowers and bees therapy It is a place very much like the one you describe ..born from the loving memory of a mother that lost her son to cancer ...I went there not knowing very well what I could do exactly, and when i was told the massage therapist had not come that day (sync event), I offered to give a short version of the Ayurveda massage I learned to a lady in a mourning process, so that became my help. That afternoon , they sent my way an old lady , or so she looked , with her back in forward arch , barely walking , actually her feet made a noise cause she drag them through the floor. Her diagnose was a bad case of Altzeimer desease , and a very profound addiction to a casino . When i watched her come my way ...I asked Heaven for angels helpers...and fast! She needed help to step up the massage bed , could not move her hands either ,and looked very ashamed when the therapist told me about her addiction ...then I began my work , asking my helpers silently to work through me.
By the time I finished , some 40 min later ,to my ashtonishment , she moved her hands and legs , stood in the bed in 4 hands ,like a doggy , with difficulty at 1st and then easier ,sat down without help and left walking normally...until reaching the door , where she began to bend again , and her feet did not move...there I offered my hand and talked to her while walking back to the main part of the center....I realized her main problem was to face the world again, I felt guided to tell her about her dignity as a creation of the Divine ...and then helped her to sit and left . One hour later , everybody was talking about her , about how perfect she was walking around , tall and strong ,how she helped another person in a wheelchair to get into her car ...how my hands were angels hands....
Now honestly ,if you ask me , as I told every person that made a comment to me ,I believe her healing was a combination of factors , the principal of them was that she recognized that needed help and went looking for it...and accepted no limitations .without a car , she walked the 3 km from the highway ,dragging her feet, and was willing to put herself into whatever healing tech she was told there to go , that is humility and trust in action . How do I know this ? cause I`ve had to do it for myself, more than once ! How did I recognized her shame? cause i have felt it too...This woman in her human frailty , teached me the greatest lesson a healer can learn...
Heal yourself, work on you , accept no limitations and as Jesus said ...we will be able to do great things , cause dignity and belief are two key components of healing , and both stem from Love...that is the glue of the Universe, the energy that keeps us alive,what we came to Earth to practice , each and everyone of us !
(the funny thing being I was supposed to be the one helping ja, and ended up with a huge gift , how strange:) )
Help and healing are always at hand...just reach out...
And now I thank you for giving me the opportunity to write this down , a lesson that is becoming more and more clear as I write
Angel light going to you ))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
Namaste
P

[eaglesoul]

Leandra :
I wrote altzeimer and it is Parkinson disease ! my mistake....born of my being tired...
Namaste
P

[pstudios1silvercitynm]

Will send prayers your way. I actually find incredible results praying 4 others, more so than when I do 4 my self. It's easy to visualize wholeness and I see U as whole now, because in truth U R. I know it's hard to see when we get so close to our conditions and feel the density of them.

Sending U Love!

[eaglesoul]

You nailed it ...silvercity :
being so near and perceiving the density.... Thats it!
when you focus on density...guess what you get....more density , so change the focus visualize a window thathas not been opened in a long long time, or a kitchen floor that has not been cleaned up in years: what happens when you begin to clean? it just looks dirty,,,and it seems you are never going to make it ! that is when perseverance comes handy... keep on doing it ....but not just you , enlisten helpers , at this side and at the other side of life, just focus on a magic broom , or a cleaning angel , or a summer breese , whatever image works for you ...and use the power of your mind to SEE it and FEEl it done ....it works , believe me ...i just did whith my own health, I asked for help (surrender ) , a heartfelt prayer and waited...then did what came to my mind (directions from above ) and did my yoga (action) ...today I am healed ! Trust and act , you CAN do it !
Namaste
P

[truth]

Your heartfelt plea for help and the beautiful responses it inspired has helped, and will continue to help, us all...

Thank you for being, loving and trusting you... we are very blessed.

[ceinvests]

Dear Ones,

I saw great healing around your vision of ways to use your farm and your life. I saw surprises of insights from those who have their insights hidden away. Hitch your wagon to a star...

I saw beautiful reminders come your way of the healing of visions and insights and dignity. I could feel the prayers moving out and about. The clouds were lifting to clear the view and love was moving in to give energy to the purpose and work.

How nice to see all of this. For me. I saw the mistake of writing Alzheimers rather than Parkinson's have a purpose for somebody out there. I saw the beauty of living life with Faith in God's purpose(s).

Namaste,
Ce
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