harsh time in my life

Paolagh · Joined: 11 Sep 2011 Posts: 8

i lately learnt that 2 boys / friends who i used to tlk to ,.,,were makiing fun of me..
they were silly.. u know i thought we were based on deep values.. i thought they were good people with good intentions.. but anyway.. if i am here it is because if feel this pain, and i have this wieght on my heart that i hvnt had before.. since i learnt the news.. i cried evryday... because i feel embarassed naive, and at somepoint i never gave this dolt image of myself.. so i keep questioning myself what wld they hv done that..
wht kills me th most is knwing tht my friedns knw abt it and decided nt to tell a thg .. ( they had some issues with me this year , because they get easily jealous and are competitor)

i need to knw.. i need some advice on how i should act with them when the time will come ... how am i supposed to act/react..etc

why does it always happend to me...? 4 yewars ago i had the same problem.. but things got on the tight tracks 2 years later..

am i doomed to that?
i was wondering maybe u coold help me get cheered up.. and help me move on.. cuz life does move on.. i just dnt knw how to get on tht track..

hope to get some answers
paola- Slainte
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sister goshe · Joined: 18 Jan 2006 Posts: 152 Location: Kirtland, Ohio

this one is simple - stay away from people that bring you down. if those people change, sure hang out with them again, but be careful...

don't close your heart - don't live in the past, dont fear the future... just live in the moment and act with integrity.

if you feel like you can be a teacher to the two boys say something, but then let it go - they have to choose. trust broken is hard to re-establish for good reasons... but forgive them... forgiveness is different than trust.
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Paolagh · Joined: 11 Sep 2011 Posts: 8

ur words touchd my soul
seriously
nd ur 100% right
wht strikes me th most is tht at some point ur right , its true and i knw it but yet i never really thought of reacting tht way...
always joyful to hear words like that
means a lot
thank u
heedful for ur advice nd consideration
hope to tlkt to u some more
Slainte xx
paola-
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