Hello, I am finding my voice.

[1Believer]

I have been a believer since I was 8 yrs. old. As an abused child, I needed the Divine Spirit, Jesus, and he came to me. As I become more comfortable voicing my thoughts, I will tell you that story.

This has been a way of life for me for as long as I can remember. I have been searching for a religion that held the same beliefs and I have found none. I have read all of the Insight Books as they were published. Even though these books came the closest to my beliefs, I read them and passed them on to family and friends. I even checked out the first newsletters.

I use intuition to survive and guide me along. I developed a keen sense of awareness, also a survival mechanism. I guess I study energys more than words when people speak to me. Trust me when I say, an abused child has many talents that "normal" children fail to developed.

I am here because intuition guided me here. My son, who was ill before, has been diagnosised with stage 4 cancer of the bone, liver and lung. I was looking for guidance. I decided to find a book on Amazon for my kindle. I found the lastest book, The Twelveth Insight: Hour of Decision". I purchased the book and read it. I had been asking everyone I met to pray for my son, hoping I could start a prayer chain that went around the world. I remembered or thought there should be a website for these books. I checked it out and found Global Prayers. I smiled for once again, delivered to me was the answer to my prayer. I signed up for a workshop on "Healing the Inner Child" through Hospice and instantly met a woman who has survived 3 years longer than she was told, from lung and bone cancer. I actually told her she was the reason I was there. I was meant to meet her. This is how I live, guided by Divine Spirit.

This seems to have gone more global then I would have thought. I am still on the "local level". In the past few years I have been working on breaking the protective shell that I built around me to keep others from hurting me. It is difficult for me to open up to others and I have just begun to voice my thoughts to others. In truth, I wanted to believe that I was special and I was the only one given these insights to life, this understanding of how things work.

I was never really sure if I was crazy or sane, just imaginnigs of my mind. As I child, I never spoke of these things for fear of beatings. I was not raise in a house where religion or faith was spoken. I lived in a house filled with pain and sufferring. I spent as much time as I could outside in the woods, in nature. You can learn a lot from nature.
Since I am not writing a book here, I will end. I am not surprised to learn there is a Ziggy from the 60's here. I was there in the 60's but I was not a "flower child".

[WolfsEyelash]

Extending a warm welcome to you dear one

Love & Prayers

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"Love knows not it's own depth til the hour of separation"
Namaste *

[Ziggy]

Believer, Sending big warm waves of love and compassion your way as I welcome you here, let those intuitions guide on they will protect you for sure.
Hugs to you and yours and thanks for BEING HERE!
SZ
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Touch Everything
Attach to Nothing
Shaman Ziggy
C.E.O. (Concerned Environmental Officer)
H.E.A.L. (Heal Earth and Life)