long story, read if you dare

[carmaela11]

In the last year and a half I have been having very detailed dreams, sometimes two or three a night. They always seem to give me a sense that they relate to my spiritual growth. I have felt that I am going through a kind of personal spiritual renaissance. The exciting thing i that it seems this personal growth has been more rapid than ever before. Like a speeding up of knowledge and info that is streaming into me ever day.

One of these dreams was very beautiful. At the time I started reading about angels and guides. I let out an intention to get to better know my angels. The I had a dream: I was on a beautiful island with very steep ridges of volcanic origin. The island was very lush and green. I remember crawling on my belly, up one of the ridges as I had a sense that the other side would drop off quickly so I was being careful. I peeked over the edge to find the ocean below which was painted orange, purple and magenta from the fiery sunset...or perhaps it was early morning, a sunrise. In waking life I am not afraid of heights but I was a bit startled by how high I was but I was also very inspired by it. I crawled down and went exploring more. I came upon another ridge, this one being flat on top. There were two lines of tulip poplars and at the end of these lines was a small rustic cabin. I stood looking at the cabin and wondering if I should go inside. It seemed warm and cozy. Suddenly I was aware of something to my left. To my surprise the tree has transformed into a very tall man. So tall, in fact, that I only came to his mid-calf. He was dressed completely in white and was so beautiful. He had a little grin on his face and seemed very pleased that I was there. He was doing yoga, standing in tree pose, with his hands in prayer position in front of his chest. I mimicked him for a moment and he seemed very pleased at this. I had a sense the other trees were giggling as well. Suddenly he began twisting and moving funny, shrinking down to a normal sized man. He ran up the length of the ridge top and went into the cabin. I was shocked and concerned...was he hurt? I heard the other trees laughing softly and suddenly felt like he had just been playing around. They were laughing in a friendly way. I went into the cabin to find him chuckling and he was very happy that I had followed him. I felt like they were all so wise and loving and they delighted in my innocent bewilderment.

I don't remember anything after that.

Another time I had a dream that I was driving through the mountains where I grew up. I was driving through state forest with my brother. We were visiting old places our mother took us (she passed away when i was a teen). I asked him if he remembered siddhartha springs (which is not a real physical place), then I said, no I mean Buddha springs. He said yes and we went there. It was a lush piece of forest and there were many people there including several ascended masters. There was a spring house and out of came Ghandi. He stood in the entryway and smiled a big smile and nodded to me as we passed by. Then the sound of a woman's voice broke the quiet. She came to him and asked him to help her. I didn't know what was wrong but I felt she needed healing. I felt she was very depressed and this was causing her physical illness. (at that time i had been cleaning for a lady who was depressed and had fribromyalgia, so perhaps this is why i dreamt this) Ghandi was very kind to her and presented her with an elephant fetus and asked her to eat it (gross, i know but it didn't seem strange in the dream). She began to eat it. It seemed many people were coming for help, living and the dead who had lost their way. Then my attention was drawn to another man. He was all human except for his head. He had the head of a dog(it wasn't until two days later, while thinking about my dream that i realized this was Anubis, or Anapu, and egyptian death god) He didn't frighten me. In fact he made me feel very at ease and I liked him right away. He presented me with two elephant fetuses and asked me to choose one. I held one in each of my hands...they were large and heavy. I weighed them and finally chose one. He seemed very happy with my choice. I don't remember anything else of the dream.

since then, I have had several dreams that involve dying, being dead or walking amongst the dead. In each of these my mother plays a part in some way. Like she's a guide. For instance in the first dream, I came to the island and was in a town that looked like the one my mother grew up in. In the second, my brother and I drove in the truck my mother owned before passing away.

In another dream she told me something and I went outside. I was back where I had grown up. I saw a plane crash (which was similar to a near- crash that I had witnessed there years earlier in waking life) I heard a noise to my right and looked up to the woods that came to our property line. I saw a bullet train, snaking it's way through the tree tops and coming to a stop. Out of it came many people. The came down out of the train and walked past me. Most not seeming to be aware of my presence. I realized that they were souls who had already passed and that the hilltop where i grew up was a sort of train station for the dead.
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Let the beauty of what we love, be what we do. -Rumi

[michellepetkus]

Though our dreams are mostly an immediate rehashing of the past day these dreams of yours seem to be more in line with reflective/progress dreams and it sure seems you are headed in the right/healthy direction. Even the death dreams, though they can seem disconcerting are actually good because they mean transformation into a new you. I sense these were mostly positive dreams.

Love,
Michelle

[carmaela11]

indeed they were and there have been many positive changes since.
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Let the beauty of what we love, be what we do. -Rumi